Hospital. The sequel

Monday back in hospital.

I had my chemo and afterwards a talk with my oncologist.

I told her of my severe pains. 
She thought it was better to take me in and solve the problem. 
If possible at all.

I'm a real drug addict now.

A morphine pump will be permanently attached to my arm.
And I will be carrying a little case with me that regulates the medicine. 
Hate it. 
But it's way better then to be in pain all the time. 
I hope the hospital will let me go home tomorrow. 
Fingers crossed.